You got a heart of gold and I know because I fucking sold it

We’re all bored on here, lets play.
1. Are looks important in a relationship?
Somewhat, but someone that can make you feel alive inside and that can make you laugh is much more important.
2. Are relationships ever worth it?
3. Are you a virgin?
4. Are you in a relationship?
5. Are you in love?
6. Are you single this year?
For a majority of it.
7. Can you commit to one person?
8. Describe your crush
9. Describe your perfect mate
Someone who understands my obsession with the chrome ballers and wouldn’t judge me on it; someone who is honest.
10. Do you believe in love at first sight?
No but it’s sick when you feel breathless and weak-knee’d when someone’s around
11. Do you ever want to get married?
That’d be sick
12. Do you forgive betrayal?
13. Do you get jealous easily?
Depends on the current level of my self-loathing, self-doubt, narcissism, and self-worth. 
14. Do you have a crush on anyone?
I want to meet someone new.
15. Do you have any piercings?
16. Do you have any tattoos?
who cares
17. Do you like kissing in public?
sure, “fuck it I ain’t even tint it they should know who’s in it.”
20. Do you shower every day?
Sometimes twice.
21. Do you think someone has feelings for you?
Maybe a few years back, but definitely not now.
22. Do you think someone is thinking about you right now?
23. Do you think you can last in a relationship for 6 months and not cheat?
Cheating is stupid and it sucks.
24. Do you think you’ll be married in 5 years?
25. Do you want to be in a relationship this year?
Who cares? But that’d be sick.
26. Has anyone told you they don’t want to ever lose you?
27. Has someone ever written a song or poem for you?
28. Have you ever been cheated on?
29. Have you ever cheated on someone?
30. Have you ever considered plastic surgery? If so, what would you change about your body?
Who cares.
31. Have you ever cried over a guy/girl?
Not sure what you’d call it
32. Have you ever experienced unrequited love?
Last relationship
33. Have you ever had sex with a man?
34. Have you ever had sex with a woman?
Woman, as in older than me? Yea.
35. Have you ever kissed someone older than you?
36. Have you ever liked one of your best friends?
In the past. She was like my best friend.
37. Have you ever liked someone who your friends hated?
38. Have you ever liked someone you didn’t expect to?
Yea - that usually happens.
39. Have you ever wanted someone you couldn’t have?
40. Have you ever written a song or poem for someone?
Yea but it was fucked up lol
41. Have you had sex so far this year?
42. How long can you just kiss until your hands start to wander?
Who cares
43. How long was your longest relationship?
2-3 yrs? off and on
44. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?
Only two that counted
45. How many people did you kiss in 2012/2013?
Not many
46. How many times did you have sex last year?
who cares
47. How old are you?
48. If the person you like says they like someone else, what would you say?
Get over it and go skate
49. If you have a boyfriend/girlfriend, what is your favorite thing about him/her?
How non-existent they are
50. If your first true love knocked on your door with apology and presents, would you accept?
Only if the presents were boxes of peanut m&m’s
51. Is there a boy/girl who you would do absolutely everything for?
Maybe in the past
52. Is there anyone you’ve given up on? Why?
Too many to count. Who cares.
53. Is there someone mad because you’re dating/talking to the person you are?
54. Is there someone you will never forget?
55. Share a relationship story.
I love my skateboard so I ride her everyday
56. State 8 facts about your body
3rd nipple, short legs, ugly, nicely sized forearms, ugly, blue-eyed, adam’s apple, huge nice looking cack
57. Things you want to say to an ex
I ripped up that rad drawing you did for me bc you didn’t give me back the one I did for you. You have a horrible taste in music - not even like radio jam horrible - horrible like the underground garbage you listen to will be hated by the underground garbage people that play it in the next few years or so
58. What are five ways to win your heart?
Body heat, conversation, coffee, vinyl, good heart
59. What do you look like? (Post a picture!)
who cares
60. What is the biggest age difference between you and any of your partners?
4 years older?
61. What is the first thing you notice in someone?
I can’t see very far away without my glasses. So if I squint hard probably the shape of their head/body and maybe the color of their eyes if I got up close
62. What is the sexiest thing someone could ever do for/to you?
All that shit is better left unsaid
63. What is your definition of “having sex”?
Stupid question
64. What is your definition of cheating?
Stupid question
65. What is your favourite foreplay routine?
Running my lips along your collarbone 
66. What is your favourite roleplay?
67. What is your idea of the perfect date?
Adventures, chill jams, the beach? 
68. What is your sexual orientation?
69. What turns you off?
Smoking, close minded opinions, pretentiousness
70. What turns you on?
Intelligence, smile that makes me nervous, someone who can make me laugh
71. What was your kinkiest wet dream?
Co-worker texted i’ve worked with for the past 5 years text me today and told me that for the entire month of october she has been having dreams about me and her together. If she meant sex dreams then she wins, I never dream.
72. What words do you like to hear during sex?
I like seeing thighs tremble
73. What’s something sweet you’d like someone to do for you?
Ask me to ask you out
74. What’s the most superficial characteristic you look for?
Define superficial
75. What’s the sweetest thing anyone’s ever done for you?
One of my ex’s did a bunch of rad shit for me. She was a sweetheart and I was a dick most of the time. Happens and I hate myself sometimes. When I’m in the moment I don’t act myself or don’t like where I am at or I’m not happy.
76. What’s the sweetest thing you’ve ever done for someone?
I’ve done some cool stuff for some people and I want to do more.
77. What’s your opinion on age differences in relationships?
2 years younger tops? 
78. What’s your dirtiest secret?
Who cares
79. When was the last time you felt jealous? Why?
Don’t remember
80. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
81. Who are five people you find attractive?
No one you’d know
82. Who is the last person you hugged?
my pup
83. Who was your first kiss with?
84. Why did your last relationship fail?
Still scratching my head
85. Would you ever date someone off of the Internet?
It’s happened.


Land of Talk - Some Are Lakes


Pre-Orders / Full Album stream for TUG OF WAR are tomorrow morning!!




Okay, here’s the story as I remember it: several friends and I were at CBGB for a matinee headlined by one of my all-time favorite bands The Crumbsuckers. If memory serves, this was during the summer of 1987. Tons of kids in the NYHC scene loved the Crumbsuckers. Not only did they have anthemic songs that you could scream along to with their supreme screamer Chris Notaro, they, along with fellow Long Islanders Ludichrist weren’t afraid to show the traditionally snobby HC crowd that they could actually play the shit out of their instruments. One of the first great crossover bands for sure. Now enter Straight Ahead front man Tommy Carroll. Don’t get me wrong, Tommy was a good friend of mine, but to say he was an extremist is an understatement. He was most definitely on the “keep it real” tip and if he liked a band which was straight edge for instance, his band had to be MORE straight edge. If they played fast, his band had to play faster. If someone was a hard dancer, he made sure everyone felt his presence on the dance floor. You get the picture. So on this particular afternoon, Scott Ian from Anthrax, also a friend of Tommy’s, brought Kirk Hammett from Metallica to CB’s to turn him onto The Crumbsuckers. Long story short - Kirk loved the band so much he asked if he could join them onstage for a song, and the band was only too happy to oblige. I’ll give you one guess who this little situation didn’t sit well with. So Kirk is up there ripping shit up with The Crumbsuckers and Tommy makes his way to the stage, grabs the mic. and yells “get that fuckin’ rock star off the stage!” He then proceeds to rare back and spit right in Kirk’s face. Again, Tommy was my boy, but I couldn’t believe what I had just witnessed. So Kirk is freaking out and the band stops playing. Then from out of nowhere, Billy Milano, ALSO a friend of Tommy’s, barrels his way through the crowd and gets to Tommy. He grabs him by his shirt and drags him outside the club. Many of us followed to see what was going to happen. Ultimately, not a lot went down out there other than Billy scolding the shit out of Tommy like an angry dad whose kid just got expelled from school, repeating to him over and over how stupid and disrespectful and embarrassing what he had just done was. You could tell Tommy realized what he had done was dumb, but something tells me he would have done it all over again. FYI - Tommy went on to become a struggling Golden Gloves boxer and Kirk Hammett…well he’s still a “fuckin’ rock star.” Not that there’s anything wrong with that.



I’ve been alone a while. Still want you back by my side.

I’ll understand if you would rather leave me behind.



Saves the Day | In the In Between

Favorite song on the new album.




I briefly started a band called SLAMM at one point.